I broke.

Today I broke. I was listening to WMBI and I started laughing at some really terrible joke the DJ said. Then, something broke. I don't know what, but I felt some kind of latent anger/frustration -- probably directed at God -- about my current circumstances lift.

Later I was listening to Open Line with Dr. Cole, that guy must be old. Man is he wise! I get great stuff out of that show all the time.

He said something interesting, something like; Gaining the ability for spiritual stamina was the mark of spiritual maturity. In that, we all have our ups and downs, but with maturity, we are more spiritually stable.

I like that idea. I am tired of the spiritual roller-coaster of the past few years. I am thankful that things have been pretty smooth lately. Not always the circumstances, but my spiritual health has been.